I think there was a time in my life when I decided I didn’t like the mainstream world a lot and somehow successfully managed to block it out. I never thought I would need to come back an reacquaint myself and went on about my business quite happily.

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot about communication, and well practicing it and finding I must reacquaint myself with this so called “mainstream” or whatever it may be. I think it’s kind of life learning a language. It’s much easier to learn it from a young age, grow up with it than to come at it from an older age.

Communication is so dense. Which I like. I think I thought it would be easy enough to stay in my bubble. But one must understand firstly how the world works. And that involves knowing a lot of stuff, and I suppose experiencing lots of stuff. That could take a whole lifetime.

I feel so boring these days. I spend so much time reading. But it’s maker me faster. And that brings me happiness.

I had been feeling sad. But I am CHEERED! C-H-E-E-R-E-D.
I got tank stream tour tickets. Ahh. I love tunnels.
Now I am running around trying to convince all the folk in my house it’s exciting but no one gets it. Silly billys.

and…I would say they were all filled more than once. What fret. What stress.

DET
DEEWR
AQTF
VETAB
COAG
VET
ACE
NQC
ANTA
NCVER
RTO
…

shoot me now