I’m going to be a journalist. I got into my course. I was a tad nervous. I am very excited. And I was just getting all excited about all the warm hippy scarves I could wear in Bathurst. But alas. Sydney it will be!

I feel like I have lost a lot of confidence in myself lately. Confidence in my ability to make good/right decisions. I don’t really know why. There are probably a few reasons. But it sort of sucks not trusting in your own ability to make good decisions. But it could be a good thing that I am learning, that we can’t always make the ‘right’ decisions. Maybe I just need to get better at trusting in my ability to make decisions, knowing that they won’t always be right. Or maybe I should give up trusting myself with decisions and just make them, because perhaps trusting on such unknown grounds is foolish anyway and not really something that deserves my trust. Maybe I should just have more confidence in my ability to make decisions that will move me forward in someway. Cause having no trust and no confidence doesn’t work so well and is rather frustrating.