I never realised how much I was a person who wants an easy life. I’ve been a bit confronted by that desire lately, when most things seem pretty difficult. But I don’t really want to be someone who just wants everything to be easy. However that is easier to say when you aren’t in the middle of it. But then sometimes you are blessed with easiness and it’s great and such a blessing. But better to be thankful for that than angry at hard things…Who knows, maybe the angriness is constructive too, but I don’t know, I’m all out on clarity these days. Whatever happened to that. I used to have so much and now I have none. Maybe that’s a blessing too. But it’s so useful! Come back.

This entry was posted on Wednesday, July 2nd, 2008 at 9:23 pm.