26 July 2006
Mess.
I have this mess on my floor which I am reluctant to clean up. It’s rather unlike me . I might try and clean it up today because Jo is returning. I don’t really want to because it helps my head. My head is feeling messy and chucked about and the mess is kind of soothing. Sometimes when I want something from the pile I chuck the other stuff about a bit to mess it up more. It’s rather bizarre.


July 26th, 2006 at 4:18 pm
Jemma what is happening to you. Are you okay
July 31st, 2006 at 4:03 pm
I am OK Emily. Just in a confused and inarticulate state that will hopefully pass in time.