I had a dream last night that I got a ‘resubmit’ for my magazine project, which, for all the people in my house, they know that I have been working on ir for months and months. It was so real I could have died. I don’t know I could resit this subject.

What was so painful was that I had thought that I had got it and understood it so well, and then I realised I hadn’t understood the subject. It’s a horrible feeling. It’s like if you finally got a grip on some aspect of grammar in Spanish or something and were using it with confidence and then realise you actually never really understood it in the first place. That’s worse than just not understanding it all in the first place.

Man I hope it stays a dream.

This entry was posted on Monday, May 29th, 2006 at 3:32 pm.