14 February 2006
I’ve had to put my packing up on hold. I took a few pictures off the wall yesterday but then my whole room feels cold and empty. It’s so lonely. And I can’t sleep properly. I don’t like this in between kind of feeling.
Change again is popping up. I think I’m getting slightly better at dealing with it. I think taking time out to properly appreciate what’s been is helpful. I do feel like it is time to move on from my current house. Jo and I have been making a little farewell booklet though and it’s very constructive for farewelling in the heart. I’m feeling more ready to leave, despite my sadness in ending my time here. But there is always a time to end things and it feels like the right time. A time of change has come upon us, so…we must embrace it.


February 16th, 2006 at 12:43 pm
What a co-incidence. Last night in my dream all our pictures had been taken off the wall. I was showing the house to friends and I didn’t like it at all. By the way did you work out who your previous anonymous poster was? I accidently forgot to put my name.