31 March 2005
I feel so gross. I have so many things I should do this afternoon…things that I need to do now because I don’t have free time some time next week when they need to be done for. But the problem is, the pressure isn’t on right now and I feel so sick that all I want to do is sleep. I hardly slept at all last night. I coughed all night and kept waking up and feeling miserable. I feel tired. And and and…I want hot chocolate but I reckon its way too milky.
And my room is a mess. That is sad, because I don’t like mess, but its also good because I like cleaning. I totally met someone the other day who understands my joy in cleaning and mowing the lawn. She just got it through and through and it made me feel so much more less crazy. It all relates back to design…making order out of chaos. I love it. It thrills me to bits. Speaking of it… the Blues and Roots program was a shocker. It was all wrong. The interface was dumb…it was an idiot (we are taught to personalise these things- expect them to have intelligence). I want to dedicate my life to making such things less likely to happen, all those poor folk at blues and roots swearing at the program every five minutes, saying its backwards…oh you can’t compare it. It was just wrong wrong wrong.
Another thought I had was that I like analog clocks way better because they are visual and they are so way easier to read. Digital clocks are stupid.

